25. # It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest. But In a way, I'm glad. The pain is the only reminder that evreything was real.

 ''C, I wish I could talk to you, I wish I could tell you about J, He makes me feel better, I mean, he makes me feel alive. The hole in my chest.. well, when I'm with J, It's like It's almost bealed for a while. But even J can't keep the fights  and others bad stuff away.''