50. # It never ends.

«Take my hand, show me the way, one more nail in the coffin, one more for the grave!
One more time, I'm on my knees, trying to walk away.
How has it come to this?
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times, that I'm ok, that I'm fine.
That it's all just in my mind but this has got the best of me and I can't seem to sleep.
Everything I've loved, everything I lost..
Every second, every minute, every hour, every day it never ends, it never ends!»